Quietness feeds Tears

There have been a lot more tears lately than I expected.  I was hoping for a couple months of refreshing joy and relaxation, but it has taken a sudden turn into the unknown and the unfamiliar quietness of the house that we got so used to being chaos that has led me to tears.  Everything special, everything precious, everything I'm thankful for, everything sad, everything happy, everything joyous makes me cry!  I'm definitely an emotional wreck!  I don't even know what questions to ask or topics to think through or what to talk about or what to keep to myself, but I do know that even when I'm at a loss for words I can still PRAY!  Thank you Lord for hearing me even when I don't know what I'm saying.  Thank you for holding me when I need it - I love you!