I Feel BLAH!

God says WAIT!  That's totally not according to MY timeframe, but I prayed for it to be on God's timeline and I guess now is NOT the time.  So I'm thankful to have some very specific children to pray for now, but it has been confirmed today that they will not be our children.  I love you all and will continue to pray for you for who knows how long.  I felt like you were mine and that I lost you, but I pray you will find wonderful homes to nurture your needs soon.  I love you all.